Our Gemara on Amud Beis quotes a series of verses from Mishlei (6:1-3), which caution against the dangers of becoming a cosigner for another’s debt:

son, if you have stood surety for your fellow,

Given your hand for another,

You have been trapped by the words of your mouth,

Snared by the words of your mouth.

Do this, then, my son, to extricate yourself,

For you have come into the power of your fellow:

Go grovel—and badger your fellow.”

The concept of cosigning in Mishlei extends beyond financial responsibility to encompass moral and spiritual responsibility. The Hebrew term for a cosigner, arev, shares its root with the concept of moral accountability toward others (arvus), as noted by Rashi in his commentary on Devarim (29:28). In this sense, the verses in Mishlei allude to the ethical “debt” one owes to others and the need to either fulfill it or seek additional time and understanding.

Our Gemara also connects this to Yehuda’s pledge to Yaakov to ensure Binyamin’s safe return, presenting it as a proto-source for the concept of cosignership—taking full responsibility for someone else’s obligations.

Yehuda’s Moment of Awakening

The Sefas Emes (Vayigash 5) offers a profound interpretation of Yehuda’s emotional plea to the ruler of Egypt, which ultimately leads to Yosef revealing himself. In Bereishis 44:18, Yehuda says:

“Then Yehuda drew near to him and said, ‘Please, my lord, let your servant appeal to my lord, and do not be impatient with your servant, you who are the equal of Pharaoh.’”

The Sefas Emes notes a subtlety in the Hebrew wording, which could alternatively be read as “Yehuda drew near to himself.” This reflects the first step in repentance (teshuvah): returning to oneself. Before one can return to God, one must recognize and reconnect with their true self, their divine essence, and acknowledge how far they have strayed from their inner goodness.

This idea becomes even clearer in Yehuda’s anguished declaration (Bereishis 44:34):

“For how can I go back to my father unless the boy is with me? Let me not be witness to the woe that would overtake my father!”

Here, the Sefas Emes sees an allegorical meaning: “How can I face my Father in heaven and return my soul in such a damaged condition?” Yehuda is not merely concerned with Binyamin’s safety but with his own spiritual reckoning and his accountability before God.

Redemption Through Repentance

The ultimate message of this episode is transformative. When repentance is complete, even sins can be retroactively transformed into mitzvos, as taught in Yoma 86b. Yosef’s reassurance to his brothers encapsulates this idea (Bereishis 45:5):

“Now, do not be distressed or reproach yourselves because you sold me hither; it was to save life that God sent me ahead of you.”

On a deeper level, Yosef is saying that their sins—and the pain they caused—were ultimately part of a divine plan. Their wrongdoing became the catalyst for growth, reconciliation, and salvation.

The Journey of the Nation

This principle is not limited to individuals but applies to the collective journey of the Jewish people. The Mishna (Pesachim 10:4) notes that the Haggadah begins with a humbling acknowledgment: “Originally, our ancestors were idolaters.” This history is not a mere prelude to the Exodus; it is an integral part of the Jewish story. The idolatry of our ancestors reflects a deep spiritual hunger and search for connection, which ultimately led to the discovery of God.

Rashi (Shemos 2:16) highlights Yisro as an emblem of this process. Yisro, though initially a devout worshiper of false gods, was driven by an insatiable desire for truth, which eventually brought him to God.

Sometimes, the longer road is simply a detour caused by mistakes. But other times, it is the only road that leads to the destination, shaping and refining us in ways that a direct path never could.

Conclusion

The interplay between moral responsibility, repentance, and self-discovery is a recurring theme in Torah thought. Just as Yehuda took responsibility for Binyamin and ultimately returned to his own true self, we, too, must grapple with our responsibilities and spiritual debts. Whether through sin or misstep, the path we take may seem circuitous, but it is often precisely these challenges that lead us to genuine growth and redemption.

Translations Courtesy of Sefaria, except when, sometimes, I disagree with the translation

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